[ Glancing over to Jason for a moment, he smiles, eyes back on the road. ]
Took a few designs and I needed something that wouldn't burn up so quickly when I really run fast. The number of shoes I have accidently disintegrated because my footwork is too fast...
[ Dragging his teeth over his bottom lip, he looks to Jason, huffing a laugh as he scrunches up his face. ]
Kinda had to keep that from happening so much, you know?
[ As they just keep on driving. Beep beep vroom vroom. ๐ ]
You made your suit? Like... all on your own? Damn. That's pretty fucking incredible.
[ he knew Barry was smart, but designing a suit that can withstand the speed force is pretty big. even Bruce has a team of others to help work on their suits. ]
Uh... a lot of research and a few ideas in my head.
[ Tossing a smile over to Jason, he chuckles a bit as he shakes his head. ]
I'm sure there's adjustments I can make to it and with Bruce's input, who knows what it might end up looking like at some point. [ Like a knightmare sort of suit. ] But I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. Even if I've had to patch it up a couple times already.
Fuck, that's pretty damn cool for your own work, Barry. Like for fucking real incredible.
[ sure, Jason knows a thing or two about his suit and what it's made up of, but actually making it is like a whole different level. Bruce level, but maybe even better than that, cause not even Bruce makes his own suits. ]
I mean, sounds like Bruce is the one who needs your input. You're so fucking smart.
[ He is, for the record, but Barry can only smile over to him as the scenery around them changes, getting closer to Barry's place. ]
I wish.
[ He huffs a laugh. ]
If he ever needs it, I mean โ I wouldn't not, you know? But he strikes me as the type of guy who likes things a certain way... or borrows ideas from others and makes them his own.
[ Just saying, B-Man.
But when they finally make it to the train yard, he pulls the car off to the side a little of the building he claims for himself and puts the rental in park, cutting the ignition, glancing over to Jason then. ]
[ Jason does sit up a little more now, eyes still on Barry, but checking out the scenery every once in a while. He's such a goddamn sap, it's gross. He isn't gonna think about how Barry is the prettiest site in central city, nope. ]
Yeah, he likes things his own way, but nothing beats doing things on your own, you know?
[ There's a lot of value in that, Jason believes. Doing things on your own. Or... maybe that's been shifting recently, because he's not on his own like he used to be- even though in the end... yeah, he's not gonna think about that right now.
Instead he looks out the window at the train yard, then at the building, a slow grin forming on his face. ]
[ There's something to be said for the way Jason seems so thrilled with the location of where he happens to live and Barry can't help but wear a pleased smile on his lips, even if one that's relatively shy in its on way. He likes to think it's pretty cool? But he also knows it's nothing like what Bruce has in terms of luxury. But that's fine โ Barry likes his place as is. ]
I'd say wait until you see inside, buuuuut... [ Tapping his fingers at his chin, he stares to Jason for a long moment before he drapes an arm over the steering wheel and turns to face him a little more properly. ] ...do you trust me enough to wear a blindfold as I take you in?
[ A beat. ]
It's not because oh no, Jason knows where my secret lair is or anything. I just have a surprise for you in there and want it to be just that: a surprise.
[ This is what Jason knows. It's what he loves. The fancy, lavish halls and caverns of the Wayne manor are so new to him, but his heart lies in the alleyways of Gotham. The narrows, crime alley... all the shithole places that he feels the most comfortable in.
This isn't a shithole at all, though. But he likes it. He doesn't need luxury.
Jason raises his eyebrows as he looks to Barry, tilting his head a little at the proposition.]
I trust you. 'Course I do.
[ Maybe too much?? Not too much. Barry's a good one. He's not like all the shitholes he's known before this. His heart is here. He even closes his eyes, smirking as he leans forward.]
[ The fact that Jason is so willing to go along with his silly little let me blindfold you thing warms Barry's heart and he can't help but lean his way on in and steal a tender kiss from those lips... and then another... and another and another until he's softly laughing against those lips and bumping his forehead to Jason's. ]
I usually do, don't I?
[ Grinning, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a scarf, dangling it there before he comes to gently and slowly wrap it around those eyes. ]
I'm really glad you're here. [ He says then softly, taking care with tying the knot at the back of Jason's head. ] I never mind coming to see you, but. Having you here like this and getting to see y place... I dunno. Makes me happy.
[ well shit, he'll close his eyes a thousand times over if it means kisses like this. he smiles into each and every kiss, letting out a soft laugh of his own. ]
You always do.
[ he only opens his eyes to look at the blindfold, then closes them again so barry can wrap it around his eyes. he's honed these senses well with Bruce's training, so he's still fully aware of what's going on around him, but at least he can't exactly see.
Maybe it's a good thing that he's blindfolded when barry tells him how happy he is that he's here, because he doesn't want to get all fucking red again, but he feels it inside of him anyway.]
Yeah... I know what you mean. Makes me happy too. Really happy.
[ Smiling still, despite Jason being unable to see, he finishes with the blindfold and presses a kiss to Jason's nose. ]
I promise not to let you walk into a wall or anything.
[ Chuckling, he strokes the tips of his fingers over Jason's arm before he slips himself out of the car and rounds it for the passenger side, getting the door. Ducking in, he grabs Jason's bag, hoisting it over his shoulder and gently slips his hand into his, giving it a soft squeeze. ]
[ the kiss to his nose would have jason playfully rolling his eyes if they were open. barry's too damn adorable. what a crazy fucking thing. ]
Don't worry, I can feel the walls even with my eyes closed.
[ #justrobinthings
he could get out of the car on his own as well, and probably even grab his bag, but he lets barry go for it, cause jason knows he wants to help. and hell, if he gets to hold barry's hand, then all the better. ]
Lead the way.
[ he says with a soft smirk, tightening his fingers around barry's, just cause he can. ]
True to his word, Barry is careful in the way he guides Jason โ regardless of his being able to navigate JUST FINE without his sight โ ensuring that he doesn't accidentally trip over anything here and there. Taking a moment to fish his keys out, he unlocks the massive lock and chain he has there on the doors and ushers the other in, making sure to close the door behind them. ]
This must kinda feel weird, right?
[ He chuckles a bit under his breath, moving over to the electrical box where he sends a quick charge from his fingertips to start it up as he pushes the lever up, hand taking Jason's again after. ]
The chains and the fuse box and all.
[ Standing there for a moment, he waits for the lights and everything else to flicker on and, quickly stepping away from Jason, he's back within a couple seconds, having needed to put something somewhere before he continues to guide him along, stopping only when they're at the entrance to everything that is his living room-space.
With monitors blinking with various news reports, suit designs, and possibilities of theories that he's wondered himself, the "nerdy loft" of sorts is decorated for the occasion of Jason's birthday... with balloons. Many many balloons. All which hang there overhead, strings twisting and dangling down, in the colours red, green, and gold. How familiar.
One of the tables he typically uses to stack books, papers, and tech on has been cleared of said things and moved off to the side a little, table cloth draped over it where various bowls of snacks rest. Things like chips, dips, veggies, jelly beans. Typical snack food. Off to the side of the bowls is a single cupcake with a single candle stuck in it and it's frosted with a bright yellow lion head because... Jason's a leo.
Taking a quick second to make sure everything is ok, he swiftly leaves Jason's side to light the cupcake, then darts back behind him, tugging the blindfold off with teeth sinking into his bottom lip. ]
It's not really a lot because I didn't know how much you wanted to really celebrate, but. I figured maybe a little something would be nice for a change?
never be sorry for the cutest shit ;__; i also tl;dred lol
[ Jason isn't really sure how he feels about surprises in general. The thing is, they're rarely ever good, but also things can't just be the same old all the time. Birthday surprises, though? He's a little wary, but he trusts Barry.
And honestly this is kinda fun.
He lets Barry lead him, and he tries to really let Barry lead him without being a showoff about how he could navigate fine like this. There's something about Barry that has always kinda stunted his assholish desires to show off and one up, ever since he met the guy. ]
I'm probably one of the only guys you'll meet who doesn't think this shit is weird.
[ Maybe someday Jason will tell Barry about the places he's snuck in to sleep, or set up his stuff at, all around the much shadier parts of Gotham. If anything, this feels more familiar than Wayne Manor.
Jason really doesn't know what to expect when he steps inside, though. He can hear things turn on and the buzz of electricity all around him that's more than just what Barry produces. He can't quite tell exactly how big the place is with the blindfold on, but there's a distinct echo so he imagines it's big enough. He stops and stays where Barry leaves him, feeling him zip away, and then end up behind him and finally the blindfold slips away from his eyes and Jason...
His breath catches in his throat.
This place is insane with all the screens, the lighting, the graffiti on the walls. Books and chairs and tech things everywhere. But then there's also balloons- so many of them. Robin colors. Snacks and a cupcake. A candle. Birthday things.
He remembers birthday things from the past. Hiding under the table with his hands covering his ears as his dad drunkenly yanked his mother around, yelling at her angrily stupid bitch, this is your fault, you think I wanted another mouth to feed? Or when his uncle tossed a carton of cigarettes at him with a happy birthday message of don't fuck this up. He remembers stealing a sandwich and a 6 pack because he figured it would be a good day to eat, and the cops beat the shit out of him that night.
But this? This is something nice for a change. It's nothing like he's ever had before, and for a long moment he just stares up at all of it in wonder. He can't believe that someone would do something like this for him. He's always hated his birthday and stopped giving a shit about it a long time ago, because all it ever does is remind him how bad he is. But right now? He doesn't feel like he's so bad. He doesn't feel like a mistake who never should have been born. Barry says it's not really a lot, but... it is. It's everything.
Jason's vision blurs and he realizes he's gotten all stupid emotional and teary, and he quickly wipes at his eyes, letting out a soft, embarrassed laugh and a sniffle. ]
[ The softness Barry has about him is warm and gentle and it shows โ it's felt even? โ in the way he gingerly touches Jason's arm from behind, a quiet reassurance in being there with him. He doesn't know Jason's past beyond the very little he's been told and that mostly encompasses his meeting Bruce. But he knew that the other hadn't been all gung-ho for the idea of a party or anything and so Barry had taken care in not being over the top or Too Much, in case he didn't like it.
Judging from the reaction? He likes it and it's just enough for this little moment here between them. ]
You're the amazing one.
[ Softly, he drops the praise, genuine in the way he says it as a kiss is gently pressed to Jason's cheek as he leans in from behind, arms winding around him. ]
You'd have to be to be willing to get involved with a dorky guy who can run really really fast.
[ With a chuckle, he gives Jason another kiss, this time to the shell of his ear before he takes to nuzzling at him with a soft hum, arms still wrapped around him in an embrace from behind. ]
As long as it's enough for you โ happy birthday.
[ It's felt. It's felt more than Jason has ever felt anything in his life, and if he wasn't in love before, he definitely is now. He might not ever tell Barry about certain things of his past- they're all well guarded secrets that might actually help others understand him, but he refuses. But maybe Barry's the outlier. The one who might be able to get Jason Todd to unfold from himself and let some walls down.
He's already half way there.
Jason leans back into Barry easily, the smile on his face growing somewhat shy as he looks down, then back up at the balloons again. He's never been the amazing one. ]
Easiest thing I've done in my life.
[ sure they had their moment... their miscommunication... but Jason had already felt all in from the start. He wanted this. He just needed to know if Barry did too, and this? Yeah. He's a lot more sure of it now.
All those kisses and nuzzling, he can't keep his back to it anymore, so he twists around in Barry's arms, sliding his own arms around his neck to pull him close, pressing his nose into Barry's. ]
No one's ever done anything like this for me. Thank you.
[ The words come easy and gentle to him as Jason comes in close there, arms finding themselves wrapped around him nice and tight again, smile on his lips. A smile that brushes itself over Jason's lips as he gives the birthday boy a sweet and tender kiss โ not as sweet as the cupcake itself, but. Still sweet enough, or so Barry thinks. ]
And because it's your birthday, you can have me however you want.
[ With a huff of quiet laughter, he licks over his lips, tilting his head. ]
I mean โ you always can, really. But especially today. Anything you want... to do? We'll do it. [ Leaning in, he nips playfully at Jason's ear, laughter soft as he does. ] Be that sexually or not.
[ Another kiss pressed to Jason's cheek, Barry pulls back just enough to look down to him and just... smiles. Glad that Jason seems to like the little surprise he has for him, even if it's just a bunch of balloons and food. As long as he's happy, that's all that matters, really. ]
[He doesn't know if he deserves it, actually, but when Barry says it, it's easier to believe. Even easier when he's kissed so sweetly like this, and it already feels like better than anything.]
Want you just like this. Just like... fuck, you're so sweet.
[Just like Barry, Jason starts kissing him all over. Lips, jaw, down his neck for a moment before he lifts his head to look at his fucking incredible boyfriend.
Balloons and food are pretty damn cool, but only cause it's Barry. he's the best part of all this.]
Always hungry, babe. For you. But also for that cupcake. And then I want you to gimme a tour cause this place is dope as fuck.
[ The kisses and touches have Barry humming in delight to no one's surprise and he feels so happy in this moment here. Happy to have Jason here at his place, happy he likes the balloons and little snack party he'd put together. Happy that he's happy with the day in general, even if it's only really just begun for them.
Letting fingers brush down the side of the other's neck, he smiles as he wraps an arm around his waist and keeps him close for just a little longer. ]
Unwrap me later, ok?
[ Stealing a quick but heated kiss, Barry bumps his nose against Jason's before he laughs and pulls back โ food is to be had after all. So, grabbing hold of Jason's hand, he tugs him over to the table with the snacks on it and grabs the small plate with the lion cupcake on it, the flame of the candle flickering away.
Turning some, he holds the plate out towards Jason and smiles, gesturing to the candle with a nod of his head. ]
[ Jason has always wanted to belong. He's craved it for so long that it started turning in on itself. Makes him push people away and put distance between it all, because he wants it so bad that he isn't even sure it's feasible. He wants it so much that he doesn't trust it.
But here, in this moment, he feels it. He belongs here, he belongs with Barry. God, he fucking loves being Robin too and he'd do anything to stay with Bruce, but this... this is different, and Jason is excited at the thought that maybe this can be it for him too.]
Better fuckin' believe I'm gonna unwrap you later.
[ He's all in when it comes to the heated kiss, and then he laughs and pulls back too, biting at his lower lip as he heads to the table with Barry, looking at all the snacks and the lion cupcake. it's a detail that he kinda adores- not that he's big on astrology or whatever, but he remembers when the strippers his uncle used to hang out with would try to get him all into it. It's cute, and so Barry, and he loves it.
A Birthday wish... It's such a stupid, childish thing, but he doesn't care right now. This is how Barry makes him feel, and he knows what it's going to be. Closing his eyes, he makes his wish, then opens them up again and blows the candle out, a soft smile on his face afterwards. ]
[ When Jason makes his wish and blows the single candle out on the lion cupcake there, Barry can't help but feel so happy for this moment โ not for him, but for Jason. It may not be like any of the lavish parties Bruce has and is capable of throwing, but. Giving Jason something as meaningful as this moment right here is all that really matters. Especially when he wants nothing more than for the other to enjoy himself on this day. ]
Yeah. Of course it will.
[ And he's so earnest and honest in the way he both smiles and says that.
With a kiss stolen from those lips, he scoops a fingerful of frosting and wipes it on Jason's nose, Barry laughing a little before he leans in to lick it off. ]
[ Hope can be such a fickle thing. Wishes even more than that. But the way Barry says yes, it'll come true, Jason believes it. He doesn't need a lavish party. He doesn't ever want one. This is it. This is perfect.
He doesn't think he's ever smiles this much in his entire life, and it doesn't stop even as Barry kisses him again. Then dissolves into laughter as he gets frosting wiped on his nose and licked off. ]
Hey, as I fucking recall, you were supposed to be the one covered in frosting.
[ he plucks the candle out and takes a bite of the cupcake because obviously that's what needs to be eaten first, before holding it out for Barry to take a bite too. ]
[ Even as he speaks, he can't help but laugh, leaning in to take a generous bite of the cupcake because, well, he likes food and can't help himself, ok? Either way, he licks over his lips with that still bright smile before he makes his way over to where he keeps his fridge. ]
I also forgot to offer drinks. What do you want? I have, uh... [ Taking a moment to look through the fridge, he taps his fingers along the side of the door. ] ...water? A lot of water โ oh. Doubleshot over ice? Got that, too.
[ He... maybe should have checked to stock this first. ]
[Cake isn't exactly a thing in the Wayne household... even if Alfred does sneak Jason sweets here and there, so when he gets to eat cake first? He's definitely gonna be doing that.]
Definitely happening at some point. Are you a food in bed kinda person? I bet you are.
[snackhole boyfriend tbh. Jason is here for it. Between the two of them they're almost done with the cupcake in one go, and Jason takes another bite but also grabs a handful of chips as he follows after Barry, looking around. He can't believe how many balloons there are. It's magical.]
Water's good. You gonna gimme a tour? This place is dope as fuck. Like damn, it's unreal.
Grabbing a water for Jason, he blinks over to him before he huffs a laugh at the description of his place. Honestly, he likes a lot himself. It's just... something of his and pretty much has everything that he needs. So for Jason to find it "dope as fuck" and not be all "why the hell are you living in a train yard???" he appreciates it.
Handing the water bottle over, he closes the fridge door and puffs his cheeks for a moment. ]
Uh... sure? We can do that โ if you'll just follow me.
[ Nodding his head, he grins as he makes his way over to his "work area" you could say. ]
So this is where I sit and work โ sometimes eat. Just, you know, hang out I guess. [ To say the least. However, pointing over yonder, ] Bedroom kinda area is thataway, bathroom close by, too. Lots of... open space to, you know, run around in or whatever.
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[ Glancing over to Jason for a moment, he smiles, eyes back on the road. ]
Took a few designs and I needed something that wouldn't burn up so quickly when I really run fast. The number of shoes I have accidently disintegrated because my footwork is too fast...
[ Dragging his teeth over his bottom lip, he looks to Jason, huffing a laugh as he scrunches up his face. ]
Kinda had to keep that from happening so much, you know?
[ As they just keep on driving. Beep beep vroom vroom. ๐ ]
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[ he knew Barry was smart, but designing a suit that can withstand the speed force is pretty big. even Bruce has a team of others to help work on their suits. ]
How'd you know what to do?
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[ Tossing a smile over to Jason, he chuckles a bit as he shakes his head. ]
I'm sure there's adjustments I can make to it and with Bruce's input, who knows what it might end up looking like at some point. [ Like a knightmare sort of suit. ] But I'm pretty happy with how it turned out. Even if I've had to patch it up a couple times already.
[ Or a few, but. You know. ]
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[ sure, Jason knows a thing or two about his suit and what it's made up of, but actually making it is like a whole different level. Bruce level, but maybe even better than that, cause not even Bruce makes his own suits. ]
I mean, sounds like Bruce is the one who needs your input. You're so fucking smart.
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I wish.
[ He huffs a laugh. ]
If he ever needs it, I mean โ I wouldn't not, you know? But he strikes me as the type of guy who likes things a certain way... or borrows ideas from others and makes them his own.
[ Just saying, B-Man.
But when they finally make it to the train yard, he pulls the car off to the side a little of the building he claims for himself and puts the rental in park, cutting the ignition, glancing over to Jason then. ]
Well. We're here.
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Yeah, he likes things his own way, but nothing beats doing things on your own, you know?
[ There's a lot of value in that, Jason believes. Doing things on your own. Or... maybe that's been shifting recently, because he's not on his own like he used to be- even though in the end... yeah, he's not gonna think about that right now.
Instead he looks out the window at the train yard, then at the building, a slow grin forming on his face. ]
Man, this is fucking awesome.
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I'd say wait until you see inside, buuuuut... [ Tapping his fingers at his chin, he stares to Jason for a long moment before he drapes an arm over the steering wheel and turns to face him a little more properly. ] ...do you trust me enough to wear a blindfold as I take you in?
[ A beat. ]
It's not because oh no, Jason knows where my secret lair is or anything. I just have a surprise for you in there and want it to be just that: a surprise.
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This isn't a shithole at all, though. But he likes it. He doesn't need luxury.
Jason raises his eyebrows as he looks to Barry, tilting his head a little at the proposition.]
I trust you. 'Course I do.
[ Maybe too much?? Not too much. Barry's a good one. He's not like all the shitholes he's known before this. His heart is here. He even closes his eyes, smirking as he leans forward.]
Hit me with your best shot.
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I usually do, don't I?
[ Grinning, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a scarf, dangling it there before he comes to gently and slowly wrap it around those eyes. ]
I'm really glad you're here. [ He says then softly, taking care with tying the knot at the back of Jason's head. ] I never mind coming to see you, but. Having you here like this and getting to see y place... I dunno. Makes me happy.
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You always do.
[ he only opens his eyes to look at the blindfold, then closes them again so barry can wrap it around his eyes. he's honed these senses well with Bruce's training, so he's still fully aware of what's going on around him, but at least he can't exactly see.
Maybe it's a good thing that he's blindfolded when barry tells him how happy he is that he's here, because he doesn't want to get all fucking red again, but he feels it inside of him anyway.]
Yeah... I know what you mean. Makes me happy too. Really happy.
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I promise not to let you walk into a wall or anything.
[ Chuckling, he strokes the tips of his fingers over Jason's arm before he slips himself out of the car and rounds it for the passenger side, getting the door. Ducking in, he grabs Jason's bag, hoisting it over his shoulder and gently slips his hand into his, giving it a soft squeeze. ]
Ok. Let's go.
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Don't worry, I can feel the walls even with my eyes closed.
[ #justrobinthings
he could get out of the car on his own as well, and probably even grab his bag, but he lets barry go for it, cause jason knows he wants to help. and hell, if he gets to hold barry's hand, then all the better. ]
Lead the way.
[ he says with a soft smirk, tightening his fingers around barry's, just cause he can. ]
sorry for this tl;dr
True to his word, Barry is careful in the way he guides Jason โ regardless of his being able to navigate JUST FINE without his sight โ ensuring that he doesn't accidentally trip over anything here and there. Taking a moment to fish his keys out, he unlocks the massive lock and chain he has there on the doors and ushers the other in, making sure to close the door behind them. ]
This must kinda feel weird, right?
[ He chuckles a bit under his breath, moving over to the electrical box where he sends a quick charge from his fingertips to start it up as he pushes the lever up, hand taking Jason's again after. ]
The chains and the fuse box and all.
[ Standing there for a moment, he waits for the lights and everything else to flicker on and, quickly stepping away from Jason, he's back within a couple seconds, having needed to put something somewhere before he continues to guide him along, stopping only when they're at the entrance to everything that is his living room-space.
With monitors blinking with various news reports, suit designs, and possibilities of theories that he's wondered himself, the "nerdy loft" of sorts is decorated for the occasion of Jason's birthday... with balloons. Many many balloons. All which hang there overhead, strings twisting and dangling down, in the colours red, green, and gold. How familiar.
One of the tables he typically uses to stack books, papers, and tech on has been cleared of said things and moved off to the side a little, table cloth draped over it where various bowls of snacks rest. Things like chips, dips, veggies, jelly beans. Typical snack food. Off to the side of the bowls is a single cupcake with a single candle stuck in it and it's frosted with a bright yellow lion head because... Jason's a leo.
Taking a quick second to make sure everything is ok, he swiftly leaves Jason's side to light the cupcake, then darts back behind him, tugging the blindfold off with teeth sinking into his bottom lip. ]
It's not really a lot because I didn't know how much you wanted to really celebrate, but. I figured maybe a little something would be nice for a change?
never be sorry for the cutest shit ;__; i also tl;dred lol
And honestly this is kinda fun.
He lets Barry lead him, and he tries to really let Barry lead him without being a showoff about how he could navigate fine like this. There's something about Barry that has always kinda stunted his assholish desires to show off and one up, ever since he met the guy. ]
I'm probably one of the only guys you'll meet who doesn't think this shit is weird.
[ Maybe someday Jason will tell Barry about the places he's snuck in to sleep, or set up his stuff at, all around the much shadier parts of Gotham. If anything, this feels more familiar than Wayne Manor.
Jason really doesn't know what to expect when he steps inside, though. He can hear things turn on and the buzz of electricity all around him that's more than just what Barry produces. He can't quite tell exactly how big the place is with the blindfold on, but there's a distinct echo so he imagines it's big enough. He stops and stays where Barry leaves him, feeling him zip away, and then end up behind him and finally the blindfold slips away from his eyes and Jason...
His breath catches in his throat.
This place is insane with all the screens, the lighting, the graffiti on the walls. Books and chairs and tech things everywhere. But then there's also balloons- so many of them. Robin colors. Snacks and a cupcake. A candle. Birthday things.
He remembers birthday things from the past. Hiding under the table with his hands covering his ears as his dad drunkenly yanked his mother around, yelling at her angrily stupid bitch, this is your fault, you think I wanted another mouth to feed? Or when his uncle tossed a carton of cigarettes at him with a happy birthday message of don't fuck this up. He remembers stealing a sandwich and a 6 pack because he figured it would be a good day to eat, and the cops beat the shit out of him that night.
But this? This is something nice for a change. It's nothing like he's ever had before, and for a long moment he just stares up at all of it in wonder. He can't believe that someone would do something like this for him. He's always hated his birthday and stopped giving a shit about it a long time ago, because all it ever does is remind him how bad he is. But right now? He doesn't feel like he's so bad. He doesn't feel like a mistake who never should have been born. Barry says it's not really a lot, but... it is. It's everything.
Jason's vision blurs and he realizes he's gotten all stupid emotional and teary, and he quickly wipes at his eyes, letting out a soft, embarrassed laugh and a sniffle. ]
Sorry. Fuck.
This is just...
It's fucking amazing. You're fucking amazing.
๐
Judging from the reaction? He likes it and it's just enough for this little moment here between them. ]
You're the amazing one.
[ Softly, he drops the praise, genuine in the way he says it as a kiss is gently pressed to Jason's cheek as he leans in from behind, arms winding around him. ]
You'd have to be to be willing to get involved with a dorky guy who can run really really fast.
[ With a chuckle, he gives Jason another kiss, this time to the shell of his ear before he takes to nuzzling at him with a soft hum, arms still wrapped around him in an embrace from behind. ]
As long as it's enough for you โ happy birthday.
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He's already half way there.
Jason leans back into Barry easily, the smile on his face growing somewhat shy as he looks down, then back up at the balloons again. He's never been the amazing one. ]
Easiest thing I've done in my life.
[ sure they had their moment... their miscommunication... but Jason had already felt all in from the start. He wanted this. He just needed to know if Barry did too, and this? Yeah. He's a lot more sure of it now.
All those kisses and nuzzling, he can't keep his back to it anymore, so he twists around in Barry's arms, sliding his own arms around his neck to pull him close, pressing his nose into Barry's. ]
No one's ever done anything like this for me. Thank you.
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[ The words come easy and gentle to him as Jason comes in close there, arms finding themselves wrapped around him nice and tight again, smile on his lips. A smile that brushes itself over Jason's lips as he gives the birthday boy a sweet and tender kiss โ not as sweet as the cupcake itself, but. Still sweet enough, or so Barry thinks. ]
And because it's your birthday, you can have me however you want.
[ With a huff of quiet laughter, he licks over his lips, tilting his head. ]
I mean โ you always can, really. But especially today. Anything you want... to do? We'll do it. [ Leaning in, he nips playfully at Jason's ear, laughter soft as he does. ] Be that sexually or not.
[ Another kiss pressed to Jason's cheek, Barry pulls back just enough to look down to him and just... smiles. Glad that Jason seems to like the little surprise he has for him, even if it's just a bunch of balloons and food. As long as he's happy, that's all that matters, really. ]
So you hungry then?
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Want you just like this. Just like... fuck, you're so sweet.
[Just like Barry, Jason starts kissing him all over. Lips, jaw, down his neck for a moment before he lifts his head to look at his fucking incredible boyfriend.
Balloons and food are pretty damn cool, but only cause it's Barry. he's the best part of all this.]
Always hungry, babe. For you. But also for that cupcake. And then I want you to gimme a tour cause this place is dope as fuck.
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Letting fingers brush down the side of the other's neck, he smiles as he wraps an arm around his waist and keeps him close for just a little longer. ]
Unwrap me later, ok?
[ Stealing a quick but heated kiss, Barry bumps his nose against Jason's before he laughs and pulls back โ food is to be had after all. So, grabbing hold of Jason's hand, he tugs him over to the table with the snacks on it and grabs the small plate with the lion cupcake on it, the flame of the candle flickering away.
Turning some, he holds the plate out towards Jason and smiles, gesturing to the candle with a nod of his head. ]
Make a wish.
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But here, in this moment, he feels it. He belongs here, he belongs with Barry. God, he fucking loves being Robin too and he'd do anything to stay with Bruce, but this... this is different, and Jason is excited at the thought that maybe this can be it for him too.]
Better fuckin' believe I'm gonna unwrap you later.
[ He's all in when it comes to the heated kiss, and then he laughs and pulls back too, biting at his lower lip as he heads to the table with Barry, looking at all the snacks and the lion cupcake. it's a detail that he kinda adores- not that he's big on astrology or whatever, but he remembers when the strippers his uncle used to hang out with would try to get him all into it. It's cute, and so Barry, and he loves it.
A Birthday wish... It's such a stupid, childish thing, but he doesn't care right now. This is how Barry makes him feel, and he knows what it's going to be. Closing his eyes, he makes his wish, then opens them up again and blows the candle out, a soft smile on his face afterwards. ]
Think it'll come true?
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Yeah. Of course it will.
[ And he's so earnest and honest in the way he both smiles and says that.
With a kiss stolen from those lips, he scoops a fingerful of frosting and wipes it on Jason's nose, Barry laughing a little before he leans in to lick it off. ]
Have some food now, ok?
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He doesn't think he's ever smiles this much in his entire life, and it doesn't stop even as Barry kisses him again. Then dissolves into laughter as he gets frosting wiped on his nose and licked off. ]
Hey, as I fucking recall, you were supposed to be the one covered in frosting.
[ he plucks the candle out and takes a bite of the cupcake because obviously that's what needs to be eaten first, before holding it out for Barry to take a bite too. ]
Mmm damn, thas good.
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Y'know, I still can be.
[ Even as he speaks, he can't help but laugh, leaning in to take a generous bite of the cupcake because, well, he likes food and can't help himself, ok? Either way, he licks over his lips with that still bright smile before he makes his way over to where he keeps his fridge. ]
I also forgot to offer drinks. What do you want? I have, uh... [ Taking a moment to look through the fridge, he taps his fingers along the side of the door. ] ...water? A lot of water โ oh. Doubleshot over ice? Got that, too.
[ He... maybe should have checked to stock this first. ]
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Definitely happening at some point. Are you a food in bed kinda person? I bet you are.
[snackhole boyfriend tbh. Jason is here for it. Between the two of them they're almost done with the cupcake in one go, and Jason takes another bite but also grabs a handful of chips as he follows after Barry, looking around. He can't believe how many balloons there are. It's magical.]
Water's good. You gonna gimme a tour? This place is dope as fuck. Like damn, it's unreal.
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Grabbing a water for Jason, he blinks over to him before he huffs a laugh at the description of his place. Honestly, he likes a lot himself. It's just... something of his and pretty much has everything that he needs. So for Jason to find it "dope as fuck" and not be all "why the hell are you living in a train yard???" he appreciates it.
Handing the water bottle over, he closes the fridge door and puffs his cheeks for a moment. ]
Uh... sure? We can do that โ if you'll just follow me.
[ Nodding his head, he grins as he makes his way over to his "work area" you could say. ]
So this is where I sit and work โ sometimes eat. Just, you know, hang out I guess. [ To say the least. However, pointing over yonder, ] Bedroom kinda area is thataway, bathroom close by, too. Lots of... open space to, you know, run around in or whatever.
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lol sorry for this jason dump of emotions in the middle of sexy tiems xD
i'm just gonna have to raise you one
JESUUUSSS. okay yeah, you win?? maybe??
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dw cockblocking us again, i see ๐ค
smh dw
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