maybe for anyone else, but for Jason? he doesn't need a warning. he's ready and waiting to throw his entire self into this, no matter what the results. he only feels the sudden shift because of Bruce's training, but it's still jarring to be in one place and then another in a matter of seconds, before he even has time to blink.
but he's in one piece, reaching out blindly for a moment go grab a hold of Barry, his heart hammering in his chest. he thinks he's going to be okay, but then it's like the rest of the world catches up to him and he presses his arm against his mouth, but he refuses to let himself puke.
[ When he catches sight of that arm coming up to Jason's mouth, he straightens up and looks around quick. ]
Uh... hold on!
[ Gone within the blink of an eye, he reappears with a bucket in hand and holds it out for Jason if he needs it since... yeah, not going to quickly escort him to the bathroom, no. Probably a bad idea and a good way to make things just a little worse.
Crouched over some, he curiously looks to Jason with that bucket in hand, reaching out to gently touch at his arm as a means to reassure him. ]
It's ok. You're ok. If you need to, it's fine. We're good.
[ sexy, Jason had joked. yeah, this is definitely sexy.
it's not until Barry tells him that it's fine though, bringing the bucket over to him that Jason actually lets go. so maybe he doesn't got this, because he finally moves his arm and grabs the bucket, turning away to puke.
[ By the time Jason turns around from his puking, Barry is there with a glass of water in hand because... yeah he sure did zip off to grab it. ]
Awesome is... not the word I thought you'd use for... that.
[ The puking and all, but. He holds that glass of water out for Jason, smile gentle there on his lips with a quiet sort of concern for him. He's never really taken anyone with him before when he's ran, so. He's curious and hoping that Jason is ok. ]
Are youโ I mean. Do you need to lay down or anything?
[ it takes a moment of Jason breathing through his nose, trying to make sure his brain is still aligned right with the rest of his body before he shakes his head, then closes his eyes as he reconsiders. takes another moment, and then snags the glass to drink the water down, glancing at Barry through the corner of his eyes. ]
[ When Jason takes the water for himself, he stands there and watches him carefully, coming to relax a little when he more or less is in awe of his being here. In Central City. At his place within a matter of seconds. ]
Yeah, you really are.
[ Smile soft there on his lips, he steps in to press a sweet kiss to Jason's temple, backs of his fingers brushing over his arm as he does. ]
[ Jason's been thinking about what that would feel like for a long time. if he could even do it, or handle it. he's gonna say that all in all, even if the puking, he did pretty good. so did Barry. ]
Thanks for letting me try it. It was so cool.
[ now that his stomach has settled, Jason smiles too, leaning into the touches, then scrunches his face a little and pulls back. ]
Hold up. I'm still holding on to a puke bucket. Let me clean up and we can get right back to how awesome this is. Got a toothbrush?
Oh, yeah. Of course. I mean... yours is the green one.
[ Rubbing at the back of his neck, he laughs a little awkwardly then. ]
That... is to say, I went and got you a toothbrush, toothpaste, and cup for yourself in the bathroom. [ Licking over his lips, he smiles. ] There's also a bathrobe for you and towel as well. PJs too for later. If you want, I mean. I think they're your size.
[ Did he literally go and get things for his boyfriend to have while he's here for the night(s)? Yes, yes he did. ]
[Jason says quietly, almost reverently like he can't fucking believe it. But of course he can, because it's Barry, and he's gonna get it through his damn head eventually that Barry loves him. Loves him and cares about him, and makes sure he has what he needs, even when he's feeling super unsure about all the time they haven't spent together.]
If I didn't have puke mouth I'd kiss you so hard right now.
How about you kiss me after the puke mouth is gone?
[ Smiling, he chuckles a moment later and gestures to the bathroom with his chin, rubbing his hands together. ]
Take as long as you need, ok?
[ Because it's not as if he's going anywhere and they have the whole night together, so. He's perfectly fine with waiting until Jason is all fresh and clean however he needs to be. ]
Okay. Gonna kiss the shit outta you in a minute. I'll only be gone a minute
[ which might seem like forever to Barry, especially after that demonstration. he's glad Barry trusted him and himself so that he could try it out. maybe next time he won't even puke.
he's still wobbly on his feet though, because he turns to head to the bathroom and has to grab onto Barry again to keep himself upright. ]
I'm okay. I'm good.
[ he gives himself a moment though before he lets go, then tries super hard to walk normally to the bathroom, and this time he makes it without further incident. And just like Barry said, there's a green toothbrush, a cup for him to use, an extra towel and a robe hanging up on the door. Jason loves this.
he brushes his teeth and washes his face, feeling a little better after he does both. he considers getting undressed and showing up in nothing but the robe, but maybe later. the thing is, he really likes it when Barry's the one who undresses him. Jason does clean his previous jizz off his stomach though, then heads back out to him. ]
Feel like I'm ready for anything now, babe. Thanks.
[ When Jason returns, Barry's tossing a few pillows around on the bed in an attempt to make it more fluffy in a way. He glances up and over to the other when he steps inside the room and he smiles to him, dropping the pillow he has in his hands to the bed with the others. ]
Well I sure hope you're ready for anything.
[ With a huff of laughter, he zips his way around the bed and over to Jason in half a second, arms wrapping around the other's waist and pulling him in close, face buried in the crook of Jason's neck. He hums, swaying a little with the other there before he lets his hands smooth over the small of Jason's back, Barry lifting his head to press a kiss to the younger man's jaw. ]
We don't have to do anything if you're tired, baby. I know we sorta got carried away with those texts there, but I'm just as happy to have you here with me like this if you'd rather just sleep. I just want you here with me in any way I can have you.
[ Jason likes that his boyfriend is a speedster. he can get to him fast, and sometimes that's all Jason needs. fast enough to try and stop whatever catastrophe or crisis is going on in Jason's head. he's trying to be better about that, though. he knows he can't expect Barry to stop everything, and he doesn't want him to.
but when it comes to stuff like this? Jason very much wants him to.
he steps in close when Barry's right in front of him, his arms wrapping around him as well. he's been missing this so much that right now it feels overwhelmingly good, feeling Barry's breath against his neck as he nuzzles into the older man's hair. ]
Nah, I'm good. I'm not too tired. I'm never too tired for you, baby. You can have me any way you want me.
[ he nuzzles at Barry some more, then tilts his head so he can kiss along his jaw as well, his hands traveling to Barry's back to slide just under his shirt. ]
This is what I've wanted. To be this close to you again.
[ Humming with a smile on his lips, hands smooth their way down the younger man's sides and drop down to his rear, grabbing that ass nice and firm, pulling him in even closer as he does. Groping him a little there, he pulls back then, just enough to look down to him and grins a cheeky little grin, gaze flicking off towards the bed for just a moment. ]
Well I did pick some things up for you and me to play with if you wanted.
[ Laughing a little, he ducks his head before he looks back up to him, stealing a quick kiss from those lips that is deep and tender but very short-lived. ]
Nothing too wild, but. Little bit of this and that.
[ god, it's so fucking hot when Barry grabs him the way he does, and Jason lets out a soft hum of approval as his own hands travel further up under Barry's shirt, splayed out to touch as much skin as possible.
he glances towards the bed, then back at his boyfriend, a deep smirk on his face that smooths right out when Barry kisses him. it's short- too short, and Jason pushes up on his toes a bit to steal another one, then stays pressed close like that. ]
Nothing too wild, huh? I like that. We can just ease right into it, baby. Show me what you got.
[ Letting the younger man steal that kiss for himself, he nips at Jason's bottom lip and pulls away a little reluctantly to make his way over to the bed. Reaching down, he picks a box up off the floor and smiles over to Jason. ]
Ok, so.
[ Setting the small box down on the bed, he drops down to said bed with a little bounce and begins to take the items out that he'd gone and picked up for them, laying them out for Jason to see and touch if he wants.
There's a black butt plug among the things he lays out as per request of Jason, but along with that little toy, there's wrist restraints, a blindfold, a glass beaded butt plug, couple bottles of lube, a hot pink vibrating butt plug.
Barry looks up to Jason, curious tilt of his head as he tries to read the other's expression. ]
[ Jason eyes the box when Barry sets it down, then kicks off his shoes and heads over to the bed, plopping himself down next to him so he can see everything he takes out.
Jason'a usually cool and confident- or at least he makes damn sure he comes off that way- but this is stuff he's never done before, so he can't help but be a little hesitant. no, not entirely hesitant- just shy. but that doesn't stop him from reaching out and inspecting all of it, picking up the wrist restraints to look at them, then setting them down and picking up the glass beaded butt plug.
he's quiet, then decides to be honest, because he knows that with Barry he can be.]
[ A huff of laughter spills from his lips as he scratches at his cheek, bringing a leg up on the bed as he tilts his head, fingers lingering there at his face while he looks to everything he's laid out for them. It's new โ it's ok that it's new for them because it's something they can explore together... if they want. ]
I just... wasn't sure what to get? What you'd like or what I'd like, so. I tried to get things that weren't like... wild, like I said. This stuff seems pretty... ok? I think?
[ Tilting his head the other way, he carefully looks over Jason. ]
Oh. Okay, well that's... good. I mean. It'll kinda feel like the blind leading the blind, but at least I won't feel real fucking useless with any of it.
[he laughs softly, setting the glass one down and moving to the pink one. he has no idea what the thing does, but they can figure it out together.]
I think these are pretty okay, yeah. We can try them. I wanna try 'em with you.
[he does move his hand over the blindfold next, scrunching has face just a little.]
Not sure about this one though. We use these during training and I don't really wanna be going into attack mode when you're fucking me.
[ Seeing how this is new to the both of them, the honesty they have with each other over what they do and don't want to try is a Very Good Thing since this is meant to be fun between them and not awkward or uncomfortable. So when Jason doesn't see keen on the blindfold, Barry nods and scoops it up. ]
Ok. No attacking while fucking blindfolds.
[ Dropping that in the box, he smiles to Jason. Warm. ]
What about the other stuff? Anything seem, uh, interesting to you?
[Jason's relieved that they can be this honest with each other. he doesn't feel the crushing weight of revealing himself anymore, or the worry that everything will fall apart because of it.
Barry's always made him feel like he could just be himself. So here they are, trying sex toys together for the first time. It's exciting. ]
Bet my other senses would be super heightened though. I've gotten real good at fighting without being able to see a goddamn thing.
[and he's real proud of it too. so maybe some other time when they feel more comfortable with this stuff. For now though, his hands fall back to the restraints. he wonders what it would feel like to give up that much control. he's terrible about it in every day life, but here in bed with Barry?]
[ Jason's glad that Barry's so cool with this. That he went and actually got this stuff, because Jason knows he probably wouldn't have. He's adventurous when it comes to a lot of things... but he probably wouldn't even think of this. ]
Oh. Oh, fuck yeah. I like this. I mean, your fingers are the fucking best, but this is kinda close, right?
[ and then Barry wouldn't have to worry so much about hurting him, cause he knows that's a thing too. ]
The highest one seems like a lot... but I bet I could take it. Would be hot with the restraints.
You wanna have your hands cuffed and tied up to the bed?
[ Raising a brow with a curious smile, he turns the vibrating plug off and grabs one of the bottles of lube, turning it around in his hands as he watches Jason. ]
I mean... it's something we could do. If you want. Could also use that plug on you, too. Let have a little fun with it. See if we can get you to come from it.
[ he gives a small shrug, glancing at Barry. normally he might get all defensive at being questioned, but he releases that feeling and gives Barry a small nod instead. ]
Might do me some good.
[ he knows it might take him a bit to get used to it, to be okay with it, but he's willing to try. he's always up for a new adventure. ]
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a little more warning would have been nice.
maybe for anyone else, but for Jason? he doesn't need a warning. he's ready and waiting to throw his entire self into this, no matter what the results. he only feels the sudden shift because of Bruce's training, but it's still jarring to be in one place and then another in a matter of seconds, before he even has time to blink.
but he's in one piece, reaching out blindly for a moment go grab a hold of Barry, his heart hammering in his chest. he thinks he's going to be okay, but then it's like the rest of the world catches up to him and he presses his arm against his mouth, but he refuses to let himself puke.
he's got this. ]
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Uh... hold on!
[ Gone within the blink of an eye, he reappears with a bucket in hand and holds it out for Jason if he needs it since... yeah, not going to quickly escort him to the bathroom, no. Probably a bad idea and a good way to make things just a little worse.
Crouched over some, he curiously looks to Jason with that bucket in hand, reaching out to gently touch at his arm as a means to reassure him. ]
It's ok. You're ok. If you need to, it's fine. We're good.
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it's not until Barry tells him that it's fine though, bringing the bucket over to him that Jason actually lets go. so maybe he doesn't got this, because he finally moves his arm and grabs the bucket, turning away to puke.
and after that, he feels much, much better. ]
Fuck.
That was awesome.
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Awesome is... not the word I thought you'd use for... that.
[ The puking and all, but. He holds that glass of water out for Jason, smile gentle there on his lips with a quiet sort of concern for him. He's never really taken anyone with him before when he's ran, so. He's curious and hoping that Jason is ok. ]
Are youโ I mean. Do you need to lay down or anything?
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Nah, I'm good. I'm okay.
It was awesome. Holy fuck, I'm here.
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Yeah, you really are.
[ Smile soft there on his lips, he steps in to press a sweet kiss to Jason's temple, backs of his fingers brushing over his arm as he does. ]
Told you distance doesn't have to matter.
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Thanks for letting me try it. It was so cool.
[ now that his stomach has settled, Jason smiles too, leaning into the touches, then scrunches his face a little and pulls back. ]
Hold up. I'm still holding on to a puke bucket. Let me clean up and we can get right back to how awesome this is. Got a toothbrush?
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[ Rubbing at the back of his neck, he laughs a little awkwardly then. ]
That... is to say, I went and got you a toothbrush, toothpaste, and cup for yourself in the bathroom. [ Licking over his lips, he smiles. ] There's also a bathrobe for you and towel as well. PJs too for later. If you want, I mean. I think they're your size.
[ Did he literally go and get things for his boyfriend to have while he's here for the night(s)? Yes, yes he did. ]
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[Jason says quietly, almost reverently like he can't fucking believe it. But of course he can, because it's Barry, and he's gonna get it through his damn head eventually that Barry loves him. Loves him and cares about him, and makes sure he has what he needs, even when he's feeling super unsure about all the time they haven't spent together.]
If I didn't have puke mouth I'd kiss you so hard right now.
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[ Smiling, he chuckles a moment later and gestures to the bathroom with his chin, rubbing his hands together. ]
Take as long as you need, ok?
[ Because it's not as if he's going anywhere and they have the whole night together, so. He's perfectly fine with waiting until Jason is all fresh and clean however he needs to be. ]
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[ which might seem like forever to Barry, especially after that demonstration. he's glad Barry trusted him and himself so that he could try it out. maybe next time he won't even puke.
he's still wobbly on his feet though, because he turns to head to the bathroom and has to grab onto Barry again to keep himself upright. ]
I'm okay. I'm good.
[ he gives himself a moment though before he lets go, then tries super hard to walk normally to the bathroom, and this time he makes it without further incident. And just like Barry said, there's a green toothbrush, a cup for him to use, an extra towel and a robe hanging up on the door. Jason loves this.
he brushes his teeth and washes his face, feeling a little better after he does both. he considers getting undressed and showing up in nothing but the robe, but maybe later. the thing is, he really likes it when Barry's the one who undresses him. Jason does clean his previous jizz off his stomach though, then heads back out to him. ]
Feel like I'm ready for anything now, babe. Thanks.
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Well I sure hope you're ready for anything.
[ With a huff of laughter, he zips his way around the bed and over to Jason in half a second, arms wrapping around the other's waist and pulling him in close, face buried in the crook of Jason's neck. He hums, swaying a little with the other there before he lets his hands smooth over the small of Jason's back, Barry lifting his head to press a kiss to the younger man's jaw. ]
We don't have to do anything if you're tired, baby. I know we sorta got carried away with those texts there, but I'm just as happy to have you here with me like this if you'd rather just sleep. I just want you here with me in any way I can have you.
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but when it comes to stuff like this? Jason very much wants him to.
he steps in close when Barry's right in front of him, his arms wrapping around him as well. he's been missing this so much that right now it feels overwhelmingly good, feeling Barry's breath against his neck as he nuzzles into the older man's hair. ]
Nah, I'm good. I'm not too tired. I'm never too tired for you, baby. You can have me any way you want me.
[ he nuzzles at Barry some more, then tilts his head so he can kiss along his jaw as well, his hands traveling to Barry's back to slide just under his shirt. ]
This is what I've wanted. To be this close to you again.
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Well I did pick some things up for you and me to play with if you wanted.
[ Laughing a little, he ducks his head before he looks back up to him, stealing a quick kiss from those lips that is deep and tender but very short-lived. ]
Nothing too wild, but. Little bit of this and that.
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he glances towards the bed, then back at his boyfriend, a deep smirk on his face that smooths right out when Barry kisses him. it's short- too short, and Jason pushes up on his toes a bit to steal another one, then stays pressed close like that. ]
Nothing too wild, huh? I like that. We can just ease right into it, baby. Show me what you got.
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Ok, so.
[ Setting the small box down on the bed, he drops down to said bed with a little bounce and begins to take the items out that he'd gone and picked up for them, laying them out for Jason to see and touch if he wants.
There's a black butt plug among the things he lays out as per request of Jason, but along with that little toy, there's wrist restraints, a blindfold, a glass beaded butt plug, couple bottles of lube, a hot pink vibrating butt plug.
Barry looks up to Jason, curious tilt of his head as he tries to read the other's expression. ]
What do you think? Anything look good to you?
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Jason'a usually cool and confident- or at least he makes damn sure he comes off that way- but this is stuff he's never done before, so he can't help but be a little hesitant. no, not entirely hesitant- just shy. but that doesn't stop him from reaching out and inspecting all of it, picking up the wrist restraints to look at them, then setting them down and picking up the glass beaded butt plug.
he's quiet, then decides to be honest, because he knows that with Barry he can be.]
I've never tried any of this stuff before.
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[ A huff of laughter spills from his lips as he scratches at his cheek, bringing a leg up on the bed as he tilts his head, fingers lingering there at his face while he looks to everything he's laid out for them. It's new โ it's ok that it's new for them because it's something they can explore together... if they want. ]
I just... wasn't sure what to get? What you'd like or what I'd like, so. I tried to get things that weren't like... wild, like I said. This stuff seems pretty... ok? I think?
[ Tilting his head the other way, he carefully looks over Jason. ]
What do you think? We don't need to use anything.
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[he laughs softly, setting the glass one down and moving to the pink one. he has no idea what the thing does, but they can figure it out together.]
I think these are pretty okay, yeah. We can try them. I wanna try 'em with you.
[he does move his hand over the blindfold next, scrunching has face just a little.]
Not sure about this one though. We use these during training and I don't really wanna be going into attack mode when you're fucking me.
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Ok. No attacking while fucking blindfolds.
[ Dropping that in the box, he smiles to Jason. Warm. ]
What about the other stuff? Anything seem, uh, interesting to you?
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Barry's always made him feel like he could just be himself. So here they are, trying sex toys together for the first time. It's exciting. ]
Bet my other senses would be super heightened though. I've gotten real good at fighting without being able to see a goddamn thing.
[and he's real proud of it too. so maybe some other time when they feel more comfortable with this stuff. For now though, his hands fall back to the restraints. he wonders what it would feel like to give up that much control. he's terrible about it in every day life, but here in bed with Barry?]
These seem interesting. And...
[he picks up the pink one again as well.]
What does this one do?
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That's a vibrating plug. Here, let me show you.
[ Reaching out for the control, he turns it on and watches as it begins to him and vibrate in Jason's hands. ]
There's a couple speeds I think? Nice and slow and teasing and then a little quicker to really get you wound up.
[ Turning it up a notch, he watches as the pink plug vibrates a little quicker and harder then, eyes going wide as he laughs a bit. ]
It's supposed to stimulate your prostate. You know, a lot better than fingers do.
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Oh. Oh, fuck yeah. I like this. I mean, your fingers are the fucking best, but this is kinda close, right?
[ and then Barry wouldn't have to worry so much about hurting him, cause he knows that's a thing too. ]
The highest one seems like a lot... but I bet I could take it. Would be hot with the restraints.
[ yeah, okay. he's can totally get into this. ]
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[ Raising a brow with a curious smile, he turns the vibrating plug off and grabs one of the bottles of lube, turning it around in his hands as he watches Jason. ]
I mean... it's something we could do. If you want. Could also use that plug on you, too. Let have a little fun with it. See if we can get you to come from it.
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Might do me some good.
[ he knows it might take him a bit to get used to it, to be okay with it, but he's willing to try. he's always up for a new adventure. ]
Why's this other one glass?
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haha sorry it took me a minute to get back into that headspace xD
you good ๐
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