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Me either actually.

[ A huff of laughter spills from his lips as he scratches at his cheek, bringing a leg up on the bed as he tilts his head, fingers lingering there at his face while he looks to everything he's laid out for them. It's new — it's ok that it's new for them because it's something they can explore together... if they want. ]

I just... wasn't sure what to get? What you'd like or what I'd like, so. I tried to get things that weren't like... wild, like I said. This stuff seems pretty... ok? I think?

[ Tilting his head the other way, he carefully looks over Jason. ]

What do you think? We don't need to use anything.

Oh. Okay, well that's... good. I mean. It'll kinda feel like the blind leading the blind, but at least I won't feel real fucking useless with any of it.

[he laughs softly, setting the glass one down and moving to the pink one. he has no idea what the thing does, but they can figure it out together.]

I think these are pretty okay, yeah. We can try them. I wanna try 'em with you.

[he does move his hand over the blindfold next, scrunching has face just a little.]

Not sure about this one though. We use these during training and I don't really wanna be going into attack mode when you're fucking me.

[ Seeing how this is new to the both of them, the honesty they have with each other over what they do and don't want to try is a Very Good Thing since this is meant to be fun between them and not awkward or uncomfortable. So when Jason doesn't see keen on the blindfold, Barry nods and scoops it up. ]

Ok. No attacking while fucking blindfolds.

[ Dropping that in the box, he smiles to Jason. Warm. ]

What about the other stuff? Anything seem, uh, interesting to you?

[Jason's relieved that they can be this honest with each other. he doesn't feel the crushing weight of revealing himself anymore, or the worry that everything will fall apart because of it.

Barry's always made him feel like he could just be himself. So here they are, trying sex toys together for the first time. It's exciting. ]

Bet my other senses would be super heightened though. I've gotten real good at fighting without being able to see a goddamn thing.

[and he's real proud of it too. so maybe some other time when they feel more comfortable with this stuff. For now though, his hands fall back to the restraints. he wonders what it would feel like to give up that much control. he's terrible about it in every day life, but here in bed with Barry?]

These seem interesting. And...

[he picks up the pink one again as well.]

What does this one do?

[ He takes note of Jason's interest in the restraints and when he picks the pink plug up, Barry smiles. ]

That's a vibrating plug. Here, let me show you.

[ Reaching out for the control, he turns it on and watches as it begins to him and vibrate in Jason's hands. ]

There's a couple speeds I think? Nice and slow and teasing and then a little quicker to really get you wound up.

[ Turning it up a notch, he watches as the pink plug vibrates a little quicker and harder then, eyes going wide as he laughs a bit. ]

It's supposed to stimulate your prostate. You know, a lot better than fingers do.

[ Jason's glad that Barry's so cool with this. That he went and actually got this stuff, because Jason knows he probably wouldn't have. He's adventurous when it comes to a lot of things... but he probably wouldn't even think of this. ]

Oh. Oh, fuck yeah. I like this. I mean, your fingers are the fucking best, but this is kinda close, right?

[ and then Barry wouldn't have to worry so much about hurting him, cause he knows that's a thing too. ]

The highest one seems like a lot... but I bet I could take it. Would be hot with the restraints.

[ yeah, okay. he's can totally get into this. ]

You wanna have your hands cuffed and tied up to the bed?

[ Raising a brow with a curious smile, he turns the vibrating plug off and grabs one of the bottles of lube, turning it around in his hands as he watches Jason. ]

I mean... it's something we could do. If you want. Could also use that plug on you, too. Let have a little fun with it. See if we can get you to come from it.

[ he gives a small shrug, glancing at Barry. normally he might get all defensive at being questioned, but he releases that feeling and gives Barry a small nod instead. ]

Might do me some good.

[ he knows it might take him a bit to get used to it, to be okay with it, but he's willing to try. he's always up for a new adventure. ]

Why's this other one glass?

Mmm, just is? Well, actually, I was thinking of using that one on you to sort of... train you? To take bigger ones. Or the pink one. Stretch you with it and see how much you can take.

[ Sucking on his bottom lip, he laughs a little softly to himself then and leans over to press a quick kiss to Jason's cheek. ]

I don't know. Just thoughts I had or fantasies I've had on my own.

Fantasies?

[ Jason smirks, shifting a little closer to Barry once he kisses his cheek. all this stuff is kind of a lot, but not in a bad way. it's pretty hot. ]

You've had fantasies about this?

Mmmmmaybe?

[ Ducking his head some, he chuckles, seeming a bit shy all of a sudden. ]

Just in bed before passing out. You know. Just me and my hand.

[ He winks a little, laughing then as he sits back a bit, a shrug of a shoulder given. ]

Stuff like what it would be like. Ways to get you off and knowing I'm doing a good job of it. Knowing that you like it.

You got me off on a rooftop not to long ago. I'd say you're doing pretty fucking well.

[Jason smirks, then shifts even closer, dropping a kiss to Barry's neck, then a little higher up just under his ear.]

How about we make your fantasies come true?

[sounds corny as fuck, but so are they, and it's okay. Jason loves everything about this.]

You want to?

[ The smile he wears is both sweet and hopeful, but the feelings he has for Jason outweigh his own wants and desires and he hums a little in thought, hand smoothing down the other's arm. ]

I mean... I'd really like to. But it's new to the both of us, so... maybe if it gets too much? You say... I don't know... jellybean or something and I'll stop right away. No questions asked. That sound good?

Yeah, I want to.

[he can't say no to that face... and he doesn't want to say no either. he wants to try this out and he trusts Barry with all of it.

he does let out a laugh at jellybean, though.]

Is that gonna be our safeword?

Yes? [ He laughs. ] I mean. Unless you have a different suggestion? Totally open if you are.

[ It's just something that's hard to NOT hear, he figures. Definitely a word to make one pause and be all ??? with facial expressions. ]

I just want something for you in case it's too much. I don't want to do anything or have you do anything you're not sure of or aren't liking, ok? I love you.

Jellybean's really gonna kill the mood, man.

[which he supposes is probably the point? although there's no reason to completely stop even if he needs to slow something down. he trusts that Barry will move around it. Barry loves him.]

What if I just tell you to stop? I'm never gonna say that and still want you to do it. That's not my kinda thing.

[ Definitely the point. ]

Ok. If you're sure stop is something you feel comfortable with, we can go with that.

[ He nods, offering the other a reassuring smile. ]

Just as long as we're on the same page with everything, you know?

Yeah, I feel comfortable with that. If I ever tell you to stop, I mean it.

[ that's one thing he'll never fuck around with, even in the bedroom. like he told Barry, it's not his kind of thing. ]

Are we on the same page? I feel like we are.

Ok then. I guess we're good.

[ Licking over his lips, he nods and, a second later, chuckles softly as he brushes his fingers along the back of his neck. ]

So. What... did you want to do? I mean... what are you in the mood for?

Are you sure? If you really wanna use a different word that's cool too. I don't want it to be weird.

[ now that all this stuff it out here and they've made some decisions, Jason's not really sure where to start. do they just jump right in? ]

Uh... we can... use this stuff if you want to? Do we just go for it? I don't know where to start.

[ That makes two of them with the whole not sure where to start thing. ]

Me either. [ He laughs. ] Ok, uh... ah, screw it.

[ Another laugh, he leans in and just kisses him. Going to start there. ]

[ at least they're both being insanely awkward and unsure right now... which is... it's okay? it's alright. Jason doesn't have to be on top of every fucking thing when he's with Barry, and the same goes for Barry as well.

So Jason's relieved when Barry just goes for it and kisses him, and he laughs lightly into the kiss before he does the same, turning his body to shift closer and kiss him back. ]

[ With an arm wrapping around Jason's waist, Barry gently helps guide Jason down to the bed while lips still brush over his, mindful of any toys and limbs that might make things a bit awkward. ]

I'm gonna take care of you, ok? Make you feel really good.

[ Words he murmurs against Jason's lips with a smile, he kisses him again, fingers pushing up the material of the other's shirt and ghosting over warm skin. ]

You don't like anything or don't feel right about it, you tell me, ok?

I know you will. You always do.

[ there hasn't been a single moment where Barry hasn't made Jason feel good in every single kind of way. even when Jason's been at his lowest, Barry's been there, making him feel so much better about the world around him.

he slides his arms around his boyfriend's neck as he's lowered down against the bed, kissing him deeply he pulls back enough to nod. ]

I'll tell you. I promise, if there's anything I don't feel good about, I'll tell you. Same goes for you too, alright?

Yeah. Same goes for me 'cause we're in this together.

[ And he wouldn't have it any other way.

So he gently starts helping Jason out of his clothing. Piece by piece, kiss after kiss, taking his time in doing so but not too slow about it. Not when there's part of him — his cock — so eager for a little more with him when they've been apart for as long as they have. By no means is he intending to rush any of this, but he's also not about taking his sweet time either.

Pants coming off, he rubs the heel of his palm over Jason's cock, humming a little as he smiles down to him. ]

Think you can come a second time for me tonight?

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