[ god, it's so fucking hot when Barry grabs him the way he does, and Jason lets out a soft hum of approval as his own hands travel further up under Barry's shirt, splayed out to touch as much skin as possible.
he glances towards the bed, then back at his boyfriend, a deep smirk on his face that smooths right out when Barry kisses him. it's short- too short, and Jason pushes up on his toes a bit to steal another one, then stays pressed close like that. ]
Nothing too wild, huh? I like that. We can just ease right into it, baby. Show me what you got.
[ Letting the younger man steal that kiss for himself, he nips at Jason's bottom lip and pulls away a little reluctantly to make his way over to the bed. Reaching down, he picks a box up off the floor and smiles over to Jason. ]
Ok, so.
[ Setting the small box down on the bed, he drops down to said bed with a little bounce and begins to take the items out that he'd gone and picked up for them, laying them out for Jason to see and touch if he wants.
There's a black butt plug among the things he lays out as per request of Jason, but along with that little toy, there's wrist restraints, a blindfold, a glass beaded butt plug, couple bottles of lube, a hot pink vibrating butt plug.
Barry looks up to Jason, curious tilt of his head as he tries to read the other's expression. ]
[ Jason eyes the box when Barry sets it down, then kicks off his shoes and heads over to the bed, plopping himself down next to him so he can see everything he takes out.
Jason'a usually cool and confident- or at least he makes damn sure he comes off that way- but this is stuff he's never done before, so he can't help but be a little hesitant. no, not entirely hesitant- just shy. but that doesn't stop him from reaching out and inspecting all of it, picking up the wrist restraints to look at them, then setting them down and picking up the glass beaded butt plug.
he's quiet, then decides to be honest, because he knows that with Barry he can be.]
[ A huff of laughter spills from his lips as he scratches at his cheek, bringing a leg up on the bed as he tilts his head, fingers lingering there at his face while he looks to everything he's laid out for them. It's new โ it's ok that it's new for them because it's something they can explore together... if they want. ]
I just... wasn't sure what to get? What you'd like or what I'd like, so. I tried to get things that weren't like... wild, like I said. This stuff seems pretty... ok? I think?
[ Tilting his head the other way, he carefully looks over Jason. ]
Oh. Okay, well that's... good. I mean. It'll kinda feel like the blind leading the blind, but at least I won't feel real fucking useless with any of it.
[he laughs softly, setting the glass one down and moving to the pink one. he has no idea what the thing does, but they can figure it out together.]
I think these are pretty okay, yeah. We can try them. I wanna try 'em with you.
[he does move his hand over the blindfold next, scrunching has face just a little.]
Not sure about this one though. We use these during training and I don't really wanna be going into attack mode when you're fucking me.
[ Seeing how this is new to the both of them, the honesty they have with each other over what they do and don't want to try is a Very Good Thing since this is meant to be fun between them and not awkward or uncomfortable. So when Jason doesn't see keen on the blindfold, Barry nods and scoops it up. ]
Ok. No attacking while fucking blindfolds.
[ Dropping that in the box, he smiles to Jason. Warm. ]
What about the other stuff? Anything seem, uh, interesting to you?
[Jason's relieved that they can be this honest with each other. he doesn't feel the crushing weight of revealing himself anymore, or the worry that everything will fall apart because of it.
Barry's always made him feel like he could just be himself. So here they are, trying sex toys together for the first time. It's exciting. ]
Bet my other senses would be super heightened though. I've gotten real good at fighting without being able to see a goddamn thing.
[and he's real proud of it too. so maybe some other time when they feel more comfortable with this stuff. For now though, his hands fall back to the restraints. he wonders what it would feel like to give up that much control. he's terrible about it in every day life, but here in bed with Barry?]
[ Jason's glad that Barry's so cool with this. That he went and actually got this stuff, because Jason knows he probably wouldn't have. He's adventurous when it comes to a lot of things... but he probably wouldn't even think of this. ]
Oh. Oh, fuck yeah. I like this. I mean, your fingers are the fucking best, but this is kinda close, right?
[ and then Barry wouldn't have to worry so much about hurting him, cause he knows that's a thing too. ]
The highest one seems like a lot... but I bet I could take it. Would be hot with the restraints.
You wanna have your hands cuffed and tied up to the bed?
[ Raising a brow with a curious smile, he turns the vibrating plug off and grabs one of the bottles of lube, turning it around in his hands as he watches Jason. ]
I mean... it's something we could do. If you want. Could also use that plug on you, too. Let have a little fun with it. See if we can get you to come from it.
[ he gives a small shrug, glancing at Barry. normally he might get all defensive at being questioned, but he releases that feeling and gives Barry a small nod instead. ]
Might do me some good.
[ he knows it might take him a bit to get used to it, to be okay with it, but he's willing to try. he's always up for a new adventure. ]
Mmm, just is? Well, actually, I was thinking of using that one on you to sort of... train you? To take bigger ones. Or the pink one. Stretch you with it and see how much you can take.
[ Sucking on his bottom lip, he laughs a little softly to himself then and leans over to press a quick kiss to Jason's cheek. ]
I don't know. Just thoughts I had or fantasies I've had on my own.
[ The smile he wears is both sweet and hopeful, but the feelings he has for Jason outweigh his own wants and desires and he hums a little in thought, hand smoothing down the other's arm. ]
I mean... I'd really like to. But it's new to the both of us, so... maybe if it gets too much? You say... I don't know... jellybean or something and I'll stop right away. No questions asked. That sound good?
Yes? [ He laughs. ] I mean. Unless you have a different suggestion? Totally open if you are.
[ It's just something that's hard to NOT hear, he figures. Definitely a word to make one pause and be all ??? with facial expressions. ]
I just want something for you in case it's too much. I don't want to do anything or have you do anything you're not sure of or aren't liking, ok? I love you.
[which he supposes is probably the point? although there's no reason to completely stop even if he needs to slow something down. he trusts that Barry will move around it. Barry loves him.]
What if I just tell you to stop? I'm never gonna say that and still want you to do it. That's not my kinda thing.
[ at least they're both being insanely awkward and unsure right now... which is... it's okay? it's alright. Jason doesn't have to be on top of every fucking thing when he's with Barry, and the same goes for Barry as well.
So Jason's relieved when Barry just goes for it and kisses him, and he laughs lightly into the kiss before he does the same, turning his body to shift closer and kiss him back. ]
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he glances towards the bed, then back at his boyfriend, a deep smirk on his face that smooths right out when Barry kisses him. it's short- too short, and Jason pushes up on his toes a bit to steal another one, then stays pressed close like that. ]
Nothing too wild, huh? I like that. We can just ease right into it, baby. Show me what you got.
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Ok, so.
[ Setting the small box down on the bed, he drops down to said bed with a little bounce and begins to take the items out that he'd gone and picked up for them, laying them out for Jason to see and touch if he wants.
There's a black butt plug among the things he lays out as per request of Jason, but along with that little toy, there's wrist restraints, a blindfold, a glass beaded butt plug, couple bottles of lube, a hot pink vibrating butt plug.
Barry looks up to Jason, curious tilt of his head as he tries to read the other's expression. ]
What do you think? Anything look good to you?
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Jason'a usually cool and confident- or at least he makes damn sure he comes off that way- but this is stuff he's never done before, so he can't help but be a little hesitant. no, not entirely hesitant- just shy. but that doesn't stop him from reaching out and inspecting all of it, picking up the wrist restraints to look at them, then setting them down and picking up the glass beaded butt plug.
he's quiet, then decides to be honest, because he knows that with Barry he can be.]
I've never tried any of this stuff before.
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[ A huff of laughter spills from his lips as he scratches at his cheek, bringing a leg up on the bed as he tilts his head, fingers lingering there at his face while he looks to everything he's laid out for them. It's new โ it's ok that it's new for them because it's something they can explore together... if they want. ]
I just... wasn't sure what to get? What you'd like or what I'd like, so. I tried to get things that weren't like... wild, like I said. This stuff seems pretty... ok? I think?
[ Tilting his head the other way, he carefully looks over Jason. ]
What do you think? We don't need to use anything.
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[he laughs softly, setting the glass one down and moving to the pink one. he has no idea what the thing does, but they can figure it out together.]
I think these are pretty okay, yeah. We can try them. I wanna try 'em with you.
[he does move his hand over the blindfold next, scrunching has face just a little.]
Not sure about this one though. We use these during training and I don't really wanna be going into attack mode when you're fucking me.
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Ok. No attacking while fucking blindfolds.
[ Dropping that in the box, he smiles to Jason. Warm. ]
What about the other stuff? Anything seem, uh, interesting to you?
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Barry's always made him feel like he could just be himself. So here they are, trying sex toys together for the first time. It's exciting. ]
Bet my other senses would be super heightened though. I've gotten real good at fighting without being able to see a goddamn thing.
[and he's real proud of it too. so maybe some other time when they feel more comfortable with this stuff. For now though, his hands fall back to the restraints. he wonders what it would feel like to give up that much control. he's terrible about it in every day life, but here in bed with Barry?]
These seem interesting. And...
[he picks up the pink one again as well.]
What does this one do?
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That's a vibrating plug. Here, let me show you.
[ Reaching out for the control, he turns it on and watches as it begins to him and vibrate in Jason's hands. ]
There's a couple speeds I think? Nice and slow and teasing and then a little quicker to really get you wound up.
[ Turning it up a notch, he watches as the pink plug vibrates a little quicker and harder then, eyes going wide as he laughs a bit. ]
It's supposed to stimulate your prostate. You know, a lot better than fingers do.
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Oh. Oh, fuck yeah. I like this. I mean, your fingers are the fucking best, but this is kinda close, right?
[ and then Barry wouldn't have to worry so much about hurting him, cause he knows that's a thing too. ]
The highest one seems like a lot... but I bet I could take it. Would be hot with the restraints.
[ yeah, okay. he's can totally get into this. ]
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[ Raising a brow with a curious smile, he turns the vibrating plug off and grabs one of the bottles of lube, turning it around in his hands as he watches Jason. ]
I mean... it's something we could do. If you want. Could also use that plug on you, too. Let have a little fun with it. See if we can get you to come from it.
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Might do me some good.
[ he knows it might take him a bit to get used to it, to be okay with it, but he's willing to try. he's always up for a new adventure. ]
Why's this other one glass?
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[ Sucking on his bottom lip, he laughs a little softly to himself then and leans over to press a quick kiss to Jason's cheek. ]
I don't know. Just thoughts I had or fantasies I've had on my own.
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[ Jason smirks, shifting a little closer to Barry once he kisses his cheek. all this stuff is kind of a lot, but not in a bad way. it's pretty hot. ]
You've had fantasies about this?
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[ Ducking his head some, he chuckles, seeming a bit shy all of a sudden. ]
Just in bed before passing out. You know. Just me and my hand.
[ He winks a little, laughing then as he sits back a bit, a shrug of a shoulder given. ]
Stuff like what it would be like. Ways to get you off and knowing I'm doing a good job of it. Knowing that you like it.
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[Jason smirks, then shifts even closer, dropping a kiss to Barry's neck, then a little higher up just under his ear.]
How about we make your fantasies come true?
[sounds corny as fuck, but so are they, and it's okay. Jason loves everything about this.]
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[ The smile he wears is both sweet and hopeful, but the feelings he has for Jason outweigh his own wants and desires and he hums a little in thought, hand smoothing down the other's arm. ]
I mean... I'd really like to. But it's new to the both of us, so... maybe if it gets too much? You say... I don't know... jellybean or something and I'll stop right away. No questions asked. That sound good?
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[he can't say no to that face... and he doesn't want to say no either. he wants to try this out and he trusts Barry with all of it.
he does let out a laugh at jellybean, though.]
Is that gonna be our safeword?
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[ It's just something that's hard to NOT hear, he figures. Definitely a word to make one pause and be all ??? with facial expressions. ]
I just want something for you in case it's too much. I don't want to do anything or have you do anything you're not sure of or aren't liking, ok? I love you.
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[which he supposes is probably the point? although there's no reason to completely stop even if he needs to slow something down. he trusts that Barry will move around it. Barry loves him.]
What if I just tell you to stop? I'm never gonna say that and still want you to do it. That's not my kinda thing.
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Ok. If you're sure stop is something you feel comfortable with, we can go with that.
[ He nods, offering the other a reassuring smile. ]
Just as long as we're on the same page with everything, you know?
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[ that's one thing he'll never fuck around with, even in the bedroom. like he told Barry, it's not his kind of thing. ]
Are we on the same page? I feel like we are.
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[ Licking over his lips, he nods and, a second later, chuckles softly as he brushes his fingers along the back of his neck. ]
So. What... did you want to do? I mean... what are you in the mood for?
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[ now that all this stuff it out here and they've made some decisions, Jason's not really sure where to start. do they just jump right in? ]
Uh... we can... use this stuff if you want to? Do we just go for it? I don't know where to start.
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Me either. [ He laughs. ] Ok, uh... ah, screw it.
[ Another laugh, he leans in and just kisses him. Going to start there. ]
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So Jason's relieved when Barry just goes for it and kisses him, and he laughs lightly into the kiss before he does the same, turning his body to shift closer and kiss him back. ]
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haha sorry it took me a minute to get back into that headspace xD
you good ๐
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