[ The smile he wears is both sweet and hopeful, but the feelings he has for Jason outweigh his own wants and desires and he hums a little in thought, hand smoothing down the other's arm. ]
I mean... I'd really like to. But it's new to the both of us, so... maybe if it gets too much? You say... I don't know... jellybean or something and I'll stop right away. No questions asked. That sound good?
Yes? [ He laughs. ] I mean. Unless you have a different suggestion? Totally open if you are.
[ It's just something that's hard to NOT hear, he figures. Definitely a word to make one pause and be all ??? with facial expressions. ]
I just want something for you in case it's too much. I don't want to do anything or have you do anything you're not sure of or aren't liking, ok? I love you.
[which he supposes is probably the point? although there's no reason to completely stop even if he needs to slow something down. he trusts that Barry will move around it. Barry loves him.]
What if I just tell you to stop? I'm never gonna say that and still want you to do it. That's not my kinda thing.
[ at least they're both being insanely awkward and unsure right now... which is... it's okay? it's alright. Jason doesn't have to be on top of every fucking thing when he's with Barry, and the same goes for Barry as well.
So Jason's relieved when Barry just goes for it and kisses him, and he laughs lightly into the kiss before he does the same, turning his body to shift closer and kiss him back. ]
[ With an arm wrapping around Jason's waist, Barry gently helps guide Jason down to the bed while lips still brush over his, mindful of any toys and limbs that might make things a bit awkward. ]
I'm gonna take care of you, ok? Make you feel really good.
[ Words he murmurs against Jason's lips with a smile, he kisses him again, fingers pushing up the material of the other's shirt and ghosting over warm skin. ]
You don't like anything or don't feel right about it, you tell me, ok?
[ there hasn't been a single moment where Barry hasn't made Jason feel good in every single kind of way. even when Jason's been at his lowest, Barry's been there, making him feel so much better about the world around him.
he slides his arms around his boyfriend's neck as he's lowered down against the bed, kissing him deeply he pulls back enough to nod. ]
I'll tell you. I promise, if there's anything I don't feel good about, I'll tell you. Same goes for you too, alright?
Yeah. Same goes for me 'cause we're in this together.
[ And he wouldn't have it any other way.
So he gently starts helping Jason out of his clothing. Piece by piece, kiss after kiss, taking his time in doing so but not too slow about it. Not when there's part of him โ his cock โ so eager for a little more with him when they've been apart for as long as they have. By no means is he intending to rush any of this, but he's also not about taking his sweet time either.
Pants coming off, he rubs the heel of his palm over Jason's cock, humming a little as he smiles down to him. ]
[ he smiles because at corny as that sounds, he loves to hear it. they're in this together. they always will be. Jason doesn't know how he got this lucky, but this is it.
he helps Barry get his clothes off, tugging and pulling and tossing aside between each kiss. the pendant Barry got him is still laying against his chest. he's never going to take it off. never. Jason pulls at Barry's clothes as well, also not rushing, but needing to feel him fully against him in every kind of way. they've waited long enough.
he groans when Barry's hand presses against his cock, and he's already hard from all the kissing and touching. his own hands slide to Barry's ass, squeezing. ]
Second, third, maybe fourth. I can come for you as many times as you want me to.
[ The smile on his lips grows wide at how sure of himself Jason seems to be of that. While not a metahuman and not having the sort of stamina that a speedster like himself has, he's more than ready and willing to see just how many times they can go before the other needs to tap out โ to take a break and he sort of loves how eager Jason is to show him. ]
Gonna make me try and see, baby.
[ Leaning down, he drops a kiss to the corner of Jason's mouth before he straightens himself up again and peels that underwear off of him, feeling that that really needs to be out of the way now.
Hand sliding back between his legs, he palms at the other's cock again, letting the tips of his fingers run over his sac and then the length of him, humming a bit as he watches the way Jason reacts to his touches again. ]
Turn over, baby. Want you on your stomach with your ass up.
[he may not be a metahuman, or have Barry's stamina, but he sure as hell is gonna try. he's always had too much energy bursting out of him anyway and while being Robin has helped with that, he has to admit, this where he wants to channel it now.]
Mmm you know how determined I can be.
[Jason keeps his hands on Barry as much as he can, dragging fingers across skin as he kisses him back. his soft moans have his head falling back to Barry's pillow though, his body lighting up with arousal at his boyfriend's touches. he's barely touched himself since he was last with Barry, and he's still sensitive from jacking off on the rooftop tonight. nothing beats Barry's actual touches, though.]
Fuck, you feel good.
[he doesn't hesitate when Barry instructs him to turn over, looking over his shoulder as he shifts up onto his elbows with his ass in the air.]
[ The fact that Jason does as he's asked sends a shiver through him that he hadn't realized was possible and he hums in approval at Jason turning himself over. ]
Good boy.
[ The praise is soft and sweet, Barry leaning down to press a kiss along the slope of the other's back while his hand brushes over the curve of his ass. Letting his fingers slide between those cheeks, he watches Jason for a reaction, eyeing the lube there on the bed. ]
[ Jason is fully intending on doing everything that Barry asks. that's kind of the thing of the night, isn't it? if Jason's letting Barry tie him up and to the bed, they might as well go all the way with this, right? he's good with it. he wants this.
and fuck does he like that praise. it makes his insides soft and warm, perfectly pliant. along with those kisses, those soft touches, it's perfect. Jason lets out a soft hum, letting his head fall forward again. ]
...Yeah. I like it. I like when you say shit like that to me. Makes me feel special.
[ Fingers stroking between those cheeks, he smiles down to Jason, just admiring the way he looks like this.
Reaching over for the lube, he takes it, popping open the cap and squirting a dollop of it onto his fingers. ]
And you're being so good right now. [ Gently, he rubs the tips of his cool, slick fingers over that hole. ] You gonna keep being good and take these fingers for a bit?
[ Even as he asks, he begins to ease a slick finger inside him, humming as he does. ]
[ because no one else touches him like this. no one else ever would, and he's so good with that. in this position, Jason can feel the pendent Barry god him swinging down against the sheets, and he moves a hand to curl his fingers around it. he's felt special every since Barry put it around his neck. ever since that moment Barry told him he loves him.
he nods, pressing his ass back a little closer to Barry's fingers when he slides them over his hole and presses one inside of him. he can't help it. he already wants more, but he'll slow himself down and be a good boy. ]
[ The huff of laughter on his lips is soft and warm and he catches the way Jason takes hold of that pendant. It's sweet, he thinks, even as he slides that slick finger inside him, humming as he feels how tight that hole is around him. ]
So tight. I'm gonna have to stretch you nice and good, aren't I?
[ Finger there to the knuckle, he slowly pulls it out โ stops at the tip โ then slides it back in, slowly building up a rhythm of finger fucking him with one and then two fingers. ]
[ he lets out a soft, breathless laugh of his own, but it dissolves into a quiet moan. he does feel so tight, and he loves the way barry opens him up, especially after it's been a while. ]
Uh huh... fuck yeah. Didn't even touch myself until tonight. Was waiting for you.
[ he didn't mind it either, especially knowing how good it would be when Barry's hands were finally on him again. inside him again. ]
Feels good. Feels... real good. Don't stop. Come on, baby. Wanna feel more of you.
[ he pushes back some more, clearly finding it hard to lose complete control. ]
[ Jason's eagerness is difficult to deny, but Barry has other plans for his boyfriend that isn't feeding him his cock in that nice hole of his. ]
Not yet, baby. We need to make sure you're nice and stretched.
[ A few more strokes of his fingers there inside him, he withdraws them, a gentle smack given to a cheek before giving it an affectionate rub. ]
Stay just like this. [ He hums, reaching over for the pink vibrating plug that he slicks up with some of that lube. ] You tell me if it's too much for you, ok? But we're gonna work you open nice and good.
[ Pad of his thumb brushing over that hole, he presses the tip of the plug there and slowly starts to work it in, little by little, just as a plug, not having turned the vibrating on yet. ]
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[ Ducking his head some, he chuckles, seeming a bit shy all of a sudden. ]
Just in bed before passing out. You know. Just me and my hand.
[ He winks a little, laughing then as he sits back a bit, a shrug of a shoulder given. ]
Stuff like what it would be like. Ways to get you off and knowing I'm doing a good job of it. Knowing that you like it.
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[Jason smirks, then shifts even closer, dropping a kiss to Barry's neck, then a little higher up just under his ear.]
How about we make your fantasies come true?
[sounds corny as fuck, but so are they, and it's okay. Jason loves everything about this.]
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[ The smile he wears is both sweet and hopeful, but the feelings he has for Jason outweigh his own wants and desires and he hums a little in thought, hand smoothing down the other's arm. ]
I mean... I'd really like to. But it's new to the both of us, so... maybe if it gets too much? You say... I don't know... jellybean or something and I'll stop right away. No questions asked. That sound good?
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[he can't say no to that face... and he doesn't want to say no either. he wants to try this out and he trusts Barry with all of it.
he does let out a laugh at jellybean, though.]
Is that gonna be our safeword?
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[ It's just something that's hard to NOT hear, he figures. Definitely a word to make one pause and be all ??? with facial expressions. ]
I just want something for you in case it's too much. I don't want to do anything or have you do anything you're not sure of or aren't liking, ok? I love you.
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[which he supposes is probably the point? although there's no reason to completely stop even if he needs to slow something down. he trusts that Barry will move around it. Barry loves him.]
What if I just tell you to stop? I'm never gonna say that and still want you to do it. That's not my kinda thing.
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Ok. If you're sure stop is something you feel comfortable with, we can go with that.
[ He nods, offering the other a reassuring smile. ]
Just as long as we're on the same page with everything, you know?
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[ that's one thing he'll never fuck around with, even in the bedroom. like he told Barry, it's not his kind of thing. ]
Are we on the same page? I feel like we are.
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[ Licking over his lips, he nods and, a second later, chuckles softly as he brushes his fingers along the back of his neck. ]
So. What... did you want to do? I mean... what are you in the mood for?
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[ now that all this stuff it out here and they've made some decisions, Jason's not really sure where to start. do they just jump right in? ]
Uh... we can... use this stuff if you want to? Do we just go for it? I don't know where to start.
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Me either. [ He laughs. ] Ok, uh... ah, screw it.
[ Another laugh, he leans in and just kisses him. Going to start there. ]
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So Jason's relieved when Barry just goes for it and kisses him, and he laughs lightly into the kiss before he does the same, turning his body to shift closer and kiss him back. ]
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I'm gonna take care of you, ok? Make you feel really good.
[ Words he murmurs against Jason's lips with a smile, he kisses him again, fingers pushing up the material of the other's shirt and ghosting over warm skin. ]
You don't like anything or don't feel right about it, you tell me, ok?
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[ there hasn't been a single moment where Barry hasn't made Jason feel good in every single kind of way. even when Jason's been at his lowest, Barry's been there, making him feel so much better about the world around him.
he slides his arms around his boyfriend's neck as he's lowered down against the bed, kissing him deeply he pulls back enough to nod. ]
I'll tell you. I promise, if there's anything I don't feel good about, I'll tell you. Same goes for you too, alright?
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[ And he wouldn't have it any other way.
So he gently starts helping Jason out of his clothing. Piece by piece, kiss after kiss, taking his time in doing so but not too slow about it. Not when there's part of him โ his cock โ so eager for a little more with him when they've been apart for as long as they have. By no means is he intending to rush any of this, but he's also not about taking his sweet time either.
Pants coming off, he rubs the heel of his palm over Jason's cock, humming a little as he smiles down to him. ]
Think you can come a second time for me tonight?
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he helps Barry get his clothes off, tugging and pulling and tossing aside between each kiss. the pendant Barry got him is still laying against his chest. he's never going to take it off. never. Jason pulls at Barry's clothes as well, also not rushing, but needing to feel him fully against him in every kind of way. they've waited long enough.
he groans when Barry's hand presses against his cock, and he's already hard from all the kissing and touching. his own hands slide to Barry's ass, squeezing. ]
Second, third, maybe fourth. I can come for you as many times as you want me to.
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Gonna make me try and see, baby.
[ Leaning down, he drops a kiss to the corner of Jason's mouth before he straightens himself up again and peels that underwear off of him, feeling that that really needs to be out of the way now.
Hand sliding back between his legs, he palms at the other's cock again, letting the tips of his fingers run over his sac and then the length of him, humming a bit as he watches the way Jason reacts to his touches again. ]
Turn over, baby. Want you on your stomach with your ass up.
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Mmm you know how determined I can be.
[Jason keeps his hands on Barry as much as he can, dragging fingers across skin as he kisses him back. his soft moans have his head falling back to Barry's pillow though, his body lighting up with arousal at his boyfriend's touches. he's barely touched himself since he was last with Barry, and he's still sensitive from jacking off on the rooftop tonight. nothing beats Barry's actual touches, though.]
Fuck, you feel good.
[he doesn't hesitate when Barry instructs him to turn over, looking over his shoulder as he shifts up onto his elbows with his ass in the air.]
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Good boy.
[ The praise is soft and sweet, Barry leaning down to press a kiss along the slope of the other's back while his hand brushes over the curve of his ass. Letting his fingers slide between those cheeks, he watches Jason for a reaction, eyeing the lube there on the bed. ]
You like being called a good boy, babe?
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and fuck does he like that praise. it makes his insides soft and warm, perfectly pliant. along with those kisses, those soft touches, it's perfect. Jason lets out a soft hum, letting his head fall forward again. ]
...Yeah. I like it. I like when you say shit like that to me. Makes me feel special.
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[ Fingers stroking between those cheeks, he smiles down to Jason, just admiring the way he looks like this.
Reaching over for the lube, he takes it, popping open the cap and squirting a dollop of it onto his fingers. ]
And you're being so good right now. [ Gently, he rubs the tips of his cool, slick fingers over that hole. ] You gonna keep being good and take these fingers for a bit?
[ Even as he asks, he begins to ease a slick finger inside him, humming as he does. ]
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[ because no one else touches him like this. no one else ever would, and he's so good with that. in this position, Jason can feel the pendent Barry god him swinging down against the sheets, and he moves a hand to curl his fingers around it. he's felt special every since Barry put it around his neck. ever since that moment Barry told him he loves him.
he nods, pressing his ass back a little closer to Barry's fingers when he slides them over his hole and presses one inside of him. he can't help it. he already wants more, but he'll slow himself down and be a good boy. ]
Gonna try. Fuck, you make it hard, though.
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[ The huff of laughter on his lips is soft and warm and he catches the way Jason takes hold of that pendant. It's sweet, he thinks, even as he slides that slick finger inside him, humming as he feels how tight that hole is around him. ]
So tight. I'm gonna have to stretch you nice and good, aren't I?
[ Finger there to the knuckle, he slowly pulls it out โ stops at the tip โ then slides it back in, slowly building up a rhythm of finger fucking him with one and then two fingers. ]
How's that feel, baby?
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[ he lets out a soft, breathless laugh of his own, but it dissolves into a quiet moan. he does feel so tight, and he loves the way barry opens him up, especially after it's been a while. ]
Uh huh... fuck yeah. Didn't even touch myself until tonight. Was waiting for you.
[ he didn't mind it either, especially knowing how good it would be when Barry's hands were finally on him again. inside him again. ]
Feels good. Feels... real good. Don't stop. Come on, baby. Wanna feel more of you.
[ he pushes back some more, clearly finding it hard to lose complete control. ]
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Not yet, baby. We need to make sure you're nice and stretched.
[ A few more strokes of his fingers there inside him, he withdraws them, a gentle smack given to a cheek before giving it an affectionate rub. ]
Stay just like this. [ He hums, reaching over for the pink vibrating plug that he slicks up with some of that lube. ] You tell me if it's too much for you, ok? But we're gonna work you open nice and good.
[ Pad of his thumb brushing over that hole, he presses the tip of the plug there and slowly starts to work it in, little by little, just as a plug, not having turned the vibrating on yet. ]
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haha sorry it took me a minute to get back into that headspace xD
you good ๐
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