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theotherobin: (closer and closer)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-09 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jason wishes Barry didn't have to be the responsible one either, and he pouts a bit at the reminder, but it's hard to stay that way when Barry looks at him with that kinda smile. ]

I'll have to work on that then, to make it impossible.

[ Jason's lips curl into a small, mischievous smile, hands sliding up and down Barry's back. Everything is still hazy and good, and there's no rush just yet, right? Neither of them feel like they want to move anyway, especially with the way Barry is laying on top of him. ]

This mean we're gonna see each other more often? Like... all the time?
theotherobin: (smiles maybe)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-09 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Okay, so maybe all the time is pushing it, pushing for too much, so Jason shrugs, giving Barry a crooked grin, trying not to get embarrassed by his own eagerness for more. ]

Eh, who knows. Maybe I would.

[ He absolutely wouldn't, he's pretty damn sure of that, and he kisses Barry right back to show it, though he doesn't want to come on too strong. How could he ever get sick of this? It's really good that Barry is able to come see him whenever, but Jason wishes he could do the same. He'll have to figure this out somehow. ]

Yeah, I'd like that. I really want to, whenever you're up for it.
Edited 2021-08-09 03:58 (UTC)
theotherobin: (who are you)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-09 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind. I mean... it would be cool to spend the night together sometime, if you want.

[ Jason feels like he's kinda digging himself into a hole here, despite how wrapped around each other they are right now. But it's not as if Barry isn't telling him it's okay if stays over, right?

But then there's his schedule too. And yeah... Bruce. ]


I can take a few days off when B goes to do Justice League things... which... oh. Right. That includes you. So you wouldn't be available then either.

[ Right. Perfect. How do people do this shit?

The literal worst feeling in the world is when Barry finally pulls out and rolls off of him, but Jason rolls right with him, not wanting to part much as he lays on his side, half on top of Barry anyway, feeling the other man's cum start to leak out between his legs. He reaches up and follows the same bath as Barry's fingers, carding his own fingers through his hair.]


Didn't really like the fighting part, thought. I mean... was that even a fight, or was that just me being an asshole?
theotherobin: (chyeah)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-10 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jason is kind of annoyed that the whole Bruce thing is a Big Deal. It shouldn't have to be- they're both consenting adults and this is what they want to do. He wants to give Bruce a big middle finger when it comes to his personal life, but he knows Barry isn't going to be like that. He knows it matters to him.

Jason wonders how much that's going to get in the way... or maybe they really can just be super stealth about this, and meet up here and there without him knowing. It's not like it's weird if Barry shows up to the manor, or to events in Gotham, right?

It's nice when Barry puts his arm around him, but even so, Jason feels a little guilty- maybe better than a lot guilty like he felt before. Whether Barry is teasing or not, Jason knows he fucked up there. ]


I'll try not to be.

[ He can try, at least. Jason kisses Barry's lips lightly when he bumps their heads together, fingers still carding through his hair. But it's when Barry takes his hand and laces their fingers that Jason feels that renewed warmth blossom across his chest, and he smiles softly, trying to push all the doom and gloom out of his head. ]

I'll come to your place first chance I get, alright? Bruce can deal for a day or two. He's got other people. Hell, he'd probably prefer 'em over me.
theotherobin: (yyy)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-10 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
So what?

[ Jason can't help but say defiantly, because really... so what? What does this even have to do with Bruce? He likes Barry and Barry seems to like him too, and if Bruce has a problem with that, then... whatever. Jason doesn't want to care.

What's he gonna do, kick Barry off the Justice League? Take away his Robin status? That would be a whole lot of bullshit.

Jason lets out a soft huff, but that doesn't stop him from brushing their laced fingers along Barry's cheek when he brings them there, trying to use that as an anchor to keep his own rapid fire thoughts at bay as well. Maybe it's different from what Barry experiences, but in real time, Jason's are still there, harder and harder to ignore. ]


So... you think being with me is gonna disappoint him?

[ Jason swallows hard, looking away. He almost pulls his hand away, but he doesn't really want to. ]

I'm not family to him. Not in the way that you think. I'm just... someone he's taken in to replace someone else. I mean... deep down I know that. Everyone knows that. I'm grateful he took me in, and I fucking love being Robin, but I love this a lot too and I don't think it's fair to like... base the whole damn thing on Bruce.
theotherobin: (away)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-10 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jason can already feel the overload of insecurities trying to dump on his thoughts, and he wonders how he even got this far with someone like Barry. Someone so good and so sweet, so caring and undamaged.

He doesn't look at Barry even as the other man squeezes his hand a little tighter, but it helps keep him here, even if here feels like it's starting to spiral away from him. ]


Know better than what? What are you supposed to know better about? Not being with me??

[ Jason's jaw clenches, but then as Barry goes on, his eyes slide back to him, searching his face, and then he looks down at their hands against Barry's lips. ]

You're worried you're not good enough for me? Are you kidding me? All I can fucking think about is how I'm not good enough for you. How I'm just gonna... constantly fuck this up, even though you make me feel things I've never felt before either.
theotherobin: (you didn't)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-10 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
So what you're trying to tell me is you think Bruce won't think you're good enough for me because you're not... Superman or Wonder Woman. Man, you're like... seriously overestimating how he thinks about me cause that's like... total bullshit.

[ Jason does pull his hand away this time, and scrubs it over his face before pushing himself up on his arm to look down at Barry. He doesn't get it. He doesn't get how Barry feels like he's the one not good enough, when that's all Jason has been. Barry is incredible, and he's just... bullshit.

But Barry's words stop him dead in his tracks, and that frustrating self hatred of his trickles away into a confused, but relieved look.]


I like you too. I want you too. I wanna be with you. Like... fuck everyone else kinda be with you. And I really thought you didn't wanna be with me cause of the whole date thing... but that's what I want. And I can be better... and you don't have to worry about disappointing anyone cause it's never gonna be you who disappoints, Barry. You're amazing.
theotherobin: (For now)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-10 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Barry's done really well for himself, considering Jason's emotional distress tolerance is like that of a damn child, and he doesn't know how to fix any of that, or even work on it. Maybe none of this will be fair to Barry in the end... or maybe Jason will surprise even himself.

Even now he feels like he's on the verge of an emotional breakdown, but Barry looks at him in such a way that helps push it all back, and Jason takes a deep breath, looking down for a moment as he nods. Okay. Okay, he can work with this. ]


I want to.

[ His hand slides across the sheets to find Barry's again, looking at him. ]

I wanna see what happens, and I don't give a shit what anyone else thinks.
theotherobin: (15095859)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-12 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ That smile really does light up the room, and Jason can't help but smile in return, because how could anyone not? It's enough to get him to think that maybe this will turn out differently than everything has in the past.

Jason nuzzles into Barry's hair, more than happy to lace their fingers back together again.

They deserve to have a chance, don't they? All Jason ever wants is to have a chance at things. ]


That's what I like to hear.

[ he says against Barry's lips before kissing him some more, slow and deep as if they have all the time in the world, at least when it comes to kisses. When the kiss breaks, Jason groans a bit and pushes Barry back a bit to lay half on top of him. ]

Wish we could just spend the night together. Don't really wanna be without you right now.
theotherobin: (15085672)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-12 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe it's a lot to manage, and that's why this sort of romantic thing has a terribly low success rate among crime fighting vigilantes, but Jason doesn't care. Maybe others couldn't handle it, but Jason knows he can, and the fastest man alive can handle it too, right? ]

Yeah, trial and error... I'm cool with that. And maybe sometimes we can just come here after we get out crime fighting on. Just to like, crash or whatever.

[ That would be nice, and he'd do it without making Bruce suspicious, because he knows Barry is worried about that. He does feel bad that Barry is going to have to do a lot of the traveling, though. He doesn't want that to start getting annoying. ]

Wish I could just ride my bike to your place.
theotherobin: (smiles maybe)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-13 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, a real long fucking while. Maybe I can just steal one of B's jets.

[ he laughs softly, cause he's totally just kidding about that (or is he??). he'll have to check up on how quickly he can get to central city though, so barry isn't the only one going back and forth all the time.

the kiss to his hand gets him to slow it down though, as do barry's words. he really is worrying too much about this, isn't it. he lets out soft huff, smile on his lips as he nods. ]


Yeah. Okay, you're right. Shit, I've never had anyone tell me to chill out before.

[ very, very false, but jason's dead sure of it anyway. ]
theotherobin: (016)

[personal profile] theotherobin 2021-08-13 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's pretty far, considering Jason can't just ride over there, but it's not as tragic because of Barry's speed. Hell, they wouldn't have ever met up that night to hang out if it wasn't for that.

Jason rolls his eyes with a laugh, falling back against the bed. What a jerk. ]


Shut up, fine. I get it all the time. But I'm not that wound up, I swear.